Doom!

While writing the last chapter of vindicated, every time I wrote Doom, I thought of Gir.
In tribute to the best cartoon around, here is the doom song. (Spongebob is pretty sweet too, but Gir is the best character ever.)
Thanks to all my readers!

GIR, sings the best Doom song ever. Ever.

Chapter 19 Sneak

SUBJECT TO CHANGE! Things may not be exactly the same when I post this! Thanks for everyone who reviewed! I'm really glad Vindicated is almost over, I'm tired of getting frustrated with it. My Beta MariaC helped me so much! She's made up my mind for me everytime I've needed it. She's Awesome.

Vindicated

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or anything Twilight related, I’m just using the characters, some small plot parts, very few dialogues and making it into something else. No copy right infringement is intended.

A/N: One more chapter to go after this one! What shall I do with my time? Work on Volterra Asylum and Ghosted! Go check them out, if you want.

Chapter Nineteen: Trade

I climbed the stairs, the sense of impending doom almost overwhelming at this point, but I pushed through, forcing myself to go through with Edward’s plan. It was dark out, so I guess the running through the woods, and the subway trip had taken a couple hours. Would Edward be back yet, was the training over by now? Would he see my kiss I left?

I sighed, and gripped the ballet studio’s handle. The door wasn’t locked and I noticed a sign that said the studio is closed for remolding. I didn’t pay too much attention to the other signs, and I went in, closing the door as quietly as possible behind me.

Everything was dark, and I wasn’t about to bring attention to our trespassing by turning anything on, so I waited for my eyes to adjust. I was too nervous to be hungry and I hadn’t had a bathroom break, and still I felt no need. It’s weird what adrenaline can do for you.

I didn’t see anyone else, I sighed, of course they were still on their way, probably taking different routes I hope. I didn’t know what to do from here. I prayed that no one found the note; I didn’t want to put everyone in danger.

The entrance lead to the waiting room, I could see into the main room from the windows and there were sheets of plastic covered the far wall. They were remodeling in here, but it made this place feel creepy. I thought about taking a seat, but I changed my mind. Maybe they were in the main room, hiding just in case.

I opened the door to the main room, and I froze. The lights flickered on, they were motion censored. Did it also send an alarm? Did I again endanger this whole mission? Why couldn’t I do anything right? GOD DAMMIT!

“RUN!!” The scream made me flinch, and adrenaline kicked in before it had time to die down. That was Alice’s voice, and she was afraid! It was coming from behind the plastic remodeling sheet! Someone had found the note! They beat me here! I listened to  and I did run, just toward Alice.

After everything we’ve been through, after all the memories of screaming and laughing, I knew damn well Alice was looking out for me. That if she wanted me to run there was a really damn good reason why I should, but leaving Alice when she was screaming to save me? It was against my morals to leave someone, especially because it was my fault and because she was trying to save my life.

She wouldn’t be screaming to begin with if someone hadn’t found that note. It’s the only way Edward, Emmett and Jasper’s plan could have been ruined. I did this, it had to be because of me. I paused before I pushed the curtain back. Alice hadn’t said anything in awhile.

“Who would have guessed!” What? What the hell was going on? Whose voice was that? I wasn’t familiar with whoever was behind there. If Alice was here though, I wasn’t going to leave her! I pulled the curtain back, instantly searching for Alice. I had to save Alice.

Writers Block?

Do you ever have so many options, that you don't know what to pick. Is that writers block? I mean, my story is stuck, but not because nothing is coming, but because there are too many thing running through my head. I've already re-read my story, wrote another chapter for a completely different story (to refocus and come back with a clearer head) and yet still, I'm torn. Should I have some action? Some stupid choices? Some ridiculous escape plan? I have one option down, but I'm not in love with it... I want to be in love... But I want this story over (Vindicated) I don't like writing it anymore...
I want to write Ghosted and Volterra Asylum, but... I don't want to leave another story unfinished, especially with two chapters to go. Do I want to half ass the ending though? GAWD.
This blog-rambling may have helped a bit. (At least with the frustration.)

New Friends and the Beta Battle

Finding a Beta is one of the hardest things I've set out to do (on FanFiction), and it's all because no one wants to get back to me. I've PM'd so many people who have Beta profiles, and only have received maybe three 'no's', and at least then, I received a response. That's more than the others, although their accounts might just be inactive at the moment. (Who knows?)
So yesterday, I get a request to be a beta! I got back to her right away and now, I have two Fanfiction Friends I'm beta-ing for! (MissTeamEmmett, and IsabellaMarieCullen3- So go check out their stories!) MissTeamEmmett even fell in love with Ghosted, and offered to help with it, (I dont' think she wants to be a full on Beta,) and IsabellaMarieCullen3 is looking into Volterra Asylum (a postponed story of mine I'll be getting to after Vindicated is over). Even if they don't want to Beta, I made two friends!

So I am making two recommendations:
Bella's Secret by IsabellaMarieCullen3
and
Puppeteer by MissTeamEmmett